Monday, October 26, 2009

part II

4.30am

was gonna throw the tab into the waste paper basket in my room... but i couldn't leave any room for regrets... there's no turning back now... i must keep walking...

off i went, with the tab between my thumb and my index... it was feather-light in my hand but it weighed my heart down by a ton...

quickly, as if pulling out a band-aid, i opened the main garbage disposal and tossed it in...

my heart sank momentarily... but it had to be done...

that was it... the end... i did it...

byebye tab... byebye unrealistic old me...

HELLO FUTURE!!

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